So sorry to hear this, brother. My family will be praying for you. If there is anything I can do to help please let me know. If you need to talk you know where to find me. Prayers lifted.

"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light. "Matthew 11:28-30