Sucks. Went thru it in my late 20's. Almost 30 yrs later and if i could go back in time i wouldnt change a thing. Much better off that it happened. Seems like the end of the world now but the hurt will go away in time.
Ethical behavior is doing the right thing when no one else is watching - even when doing the wrong thing is legal. Aldo Leopold .. (except when it comes to trailer tags)