He won’t put anything on you that you can’t handle as long as you are using Him for guidance. I’m not preaching. I have to remind myself of that regularly.
I saw your other post also, and sounds like you’ve had a rough few days. Reach out if it’s bothering you, especially longterm. That may mean a friend, a professional counselor, or maybe someone you don’t know, that’ll let you vent and not give you the normal” I know how you feel” speech, but just listen. I’m all ears if that’s the case. Feel free to pm me. Bad things happen. A lot of them to good people. Try to keep your head up and seek help when needed. Prayers for you ol boy.